something between "black" and "white"

when everything turn into "black", you can't see even you have the brightest light in the world
you can't think even you have the cleverest brain in the world
you can't speak even you have to say something
and you can't move even you have to step forward

That kind of weird happen because "white" doesn't want to sacrificing
because "white" doesn't want to release the cage
because "white" doesn't want to run to reach the dream
bacause "white" doesn't want to get up and fight back

"black" and "white" have something in between that you wouldn't understand
something that connect them into one piece so that can't be separated
something that make them always exist
something that if you learn, you will ask why

don't learn about "black" and "white"
you just waste your time if you learn about it
just know the time that it will become "black" or "white" will help you much
and after that, you must prepare yourself for the next right move

munafik atau pengecut?

berfikir hingga akhir ambang keputusasaan
berfikir hingga otak dan batin melemah
berfikir hingga tubuh terasa lemas dan sulit digerakkan
berfikir hingga merasa marah akan diri sendiri

munafik atau pengecut?

tanpa ada angin atau sesuatu apapun
tanpa ada nasehat atau kata - kata bijak
tanpa ada pengaruh ataupun paksaan
tanpa berfikir dan hanya emosi belaka

munafik atau pengecut?

aku buat
aku luka
aku jalani
aku sesali

munafik atau pengecut?

mata mulai tak kuat untuk melihat
bibir mulai kaku untuk berkata
telinga mulai malas mendengar
jari mulai lemas untuk menunjuk

munafik atau pengecut?

aku ingin kembali tapi tak sampai
aku ingin pergi tapi tak kujalani

munafik atau pengecut?

aku

munafik atau pengecut?